I have been so lazy for the past couple of years. Like I don’t do my homework until the last minute or at all. I focus all of my attention of other things that are in the now. I should be focusing on the stuff that will help me in the long run. For example, I feel like I have ruined my college career because of this. I am still in school, of course, but it has been what 6 years now and I could very well have 2 more to go. I like to think of it as being worth it because I have had a lot of fun, but I took the long way around. I would rather focus all of my attention on a girl, or on entertaining myself, or aspirations that I really want to do, but cant wait until I graduate. I want nothing more than to move away from here and go north. When I graduate I will hopefully have 2 bachelor’s though. One in History and one in Film and then after that I’m thinking about going to Graduate school for History or Political Science. I mean I’m obviously a smart dude, but I just have a bad habit of putting important things off for self gratifying things. A lot of people go to school for 8 years, but they end up being doctors lol. And if a go to graduate school that’s another two years. So I will be what 29 when I’m done all together. I guess that isn’t to bad, but still. I am turning 25 on Friday and I guess I’m just freaking out because I haven’t accomplished the things I wanted to accomplish by now. And my parents went from praising me to really not believing in me. But who could blame them. And this whole blog really runs together and people probably won’t read it, but I’m not sure if I care. I think I just needed to vent to someone. And everyone I called is apparently asleep, so I am venting to the world. I wish I could have a redo on life from 21-25. I’d like to think I’d have done things a lot smarter. Oh well I’m gonna try to do homework and not goof off.